Feeling Ashamed of the Old House of Rocky Docky
Biene wrote this post.
Angelika’s bedroom was huge and so bright and colourful. She even had a piano in the middle of the room, and her mom made her play some tunes. Then she left us alone, and we spent some time in the park-like yard playing badminton on the lawn. We had fun and laughed a lot. Later we sat on her bed talking about school and joking about our teachers.

Suddenly I heard barking and a male voice. Angelika’s dad, the manager of the municipal hydro corporation, had returned from his office with their German shepherd dog called Torro. Angelika and Torro greeted each other exuberantly. Angelika’s dad looked on with a big boyish smile on his face. Then he turned to me.
“You must be that special girl I have heard so much about, “he said. “Don’t be afraid of Torro; he is very gentle and would never hurt anyone. Come and pet him so he gets to know you.” Overcoming my fear, I managed to stroke Torro gently on the back, which he seemed to like. He sat in front of me, staring at my face expecting more attention. Angelika’s dad looked very easygoing and friendly. He laughed a lot and made me feel at ease.
My first visit with Angelika and her parents at her beautiful place was coming to an end. Her dad told us to go to his Volkswagen Beetle so he could drive me home.
“I’ll take Torro as well,” Angelika’s dad told me, “but he has to go in the car last. He’ll get agitated and bark at you if he is in before you. He is very possessive of the car.”
When Angelika and I were settled on the backseats, Torro jumped in last, and I could see how happy and proud he was to sit beside his master. A car ride was a unique experience for me since we had never owned one. We rode by bus or train and did a lot of walking and biking. Initially, I enjoyed the ride in the cute little Beetle, but the closer we came to my street, the more apprehensive I felt. I did not want Angelika and her dad to see The Old House of Rocky Docky. I felt ashamed to live in such a shabby small place and feared I would never be invited by Angelika again.I feigned carsickness and asked to walk the last stretch home. I think Angelika’s dad sensed why I wanted to get off and let me go without protest.
What a shame you had to go through this. As an adult you would have been able to think, “Who cares?”
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And yet there are adults who would feel the same way.
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Sadly.
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Shame goes to our identity and makes us feel unworthy. Biene, your caring and unique personality was what made you a wonderful friend. Possessions do not make the person as they can be quickly changed or gone. I am glad you got a new friend.
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I think she would have invited you again anyway. She and her family sound like people with big hearts. But I do understand your action. The two worlds clashed a bit too much.
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We readers have to wonder what became of Angelika. We’ll probably find out eventually.
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How very sad that she was so embarrassed. I will be curious to read more and see how Angelika and Biene dealt with their different economic circumstances.
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Those were the days…to have to hide your background.
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Children perhaps are the most sensitive in many ways.
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